Just a rant

So last night I was feeling pretty sorry for myself and my lot in life. I don't have many friends up here, I might not get into grad school next year, then what?, People at my job drive me crazy and I have gotten lazy again at my job, but I try to justify it with the little amount that I have done. Am I being stir crazy or just whiny? Then I read an article today that was about how the people that are graduating from college this year will find it harder then those that have gone before them to find a job. So it made me very thankful for my job. Then I watch a man I am very proud to call my friend explain to a group of juvenile deliquents that his only sister had been violently killed by her husband, and he bore his testimony to them about the Savior and the Atonement. This made me ponder. And I wonder, is this the best it is going to get? Should I just be content with what I have? Make the most of what I have? Stop looking for something better and appreciate what I do have?