"And thus goes everyone into the World but I,

And I am sunburnt."
Thank you Shakespeare. I am just kind of feeling that way tonight. It seems like everyone of my friends lives are moving on but me. Everyone is getting married, buying houses, having kids, getting things done and I seem to be in a holding pattern. But some of that is probably my fault. Because I am lazy at heart. I want friends but I like staying home by myself. I want to get into grad school but I put off getting the applications in because I am worried that I am reaching for something I can't get. I want to buy a house but I worried about getting tied down. I want a relationship but I don't reach out to anyone. I love my job, but I am restless in it and don't do a very good job.
Baahhhh! Too depressing, moving on.
Looking back over the last year I have really gotten a lot done. The biggest thing is obviously the weight loss. I can proudly say I have lost 65 lbs and I am down a couple sizes. I got to go back to Virigina and spend a whole week with Anne. Lots of cool stuff has been happening at the school. I moved to an office in the school building so I have been able to get more of the other dorms involved in the program. Eventhough I miss Elizabeth, I got Silly and she makes me happy.

I just need to worry about what is happening and not what isn't. I guess that's why they call it faith.